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Monday, 5 December 2011

Lamentations





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Once a full land teeming with heroic sons and daughters,
Feet sprightly, hearts full of love, humility at its best
We saw them being born to the land
And as we severed their umbilical cords
We buried them in this land
To unite them with our ancestors
That pain we buried, the soil bore that pain

We never cared much about the raging floods,
The occasional ilat, the scorching sun,
The mad chepkrrir that blew round and round
Spinning at the centre of our being, irritating
Collecting dust and blinding our eyes with grit
Yes, even that we cared less

Once or twice, in the baraza
In search of truth, anger could take over
And in that moment of blind fury
Elbow could brush against elbow
For we never hit another at the stomach
For if they died, we would pay lapai

But we always looked up to the sun
Whoever lacked millet, we gave
Whoever lacked milk, we gave
The barren couples, we despised not
Our children slept in their homes
For love defined us, Tororot gave children

Our brave sons were fed with k’soyo
Made to drink fresh blood and milk
Walk bare-chested in the rain
As if that cold was some initiation
To the warm company of our departed warriors
Thus, there was no thorn-tree, no forest,
No darkness, no danger
Our brave sons could not bear
And if some succumbed to death
We left them in the bush
Whispered silent prayers
And moved on—not all live through this life

Our daughters would grow at the laps of their grandmothers
Taught the secrets of making their men happy
They would grow with virtues
To be taught that the first shaft of dawn
Shouldn’t find her tucked on-top of a mud-bed
That she would jump from the bed, bolt to the river
Be back to milk the cows and be done with breakfast
Before the sun rays touch upon the brows of her woken husband
She would oil herself, sew her beads, thatch her hut
Scold a girl not seated properly, gather firewood—
All these in one span of a day and another and another

When we quarreled, we used our mouths
Not hands
And as we spoke, we traded no insult
We abused no one, we despised no one
Even a whisper of insult to a madman
Was met with heavy reproach
For madmen were angels Tororot sent to us
To test the granary of our tolerance

Thus we lived, the sons and daughters of the hills,
If a day passed with anger in our hearts
We were worried
For bitterness was a poison
That even milk from our cows wouldn’t neutralise
We had learnt to speak in the ways of our people
To bring us together, to speak of our dark skins
To unite us in the tongue our ancestors taught us

We knew that the Sun was a jealous woman
As she rises from kong’asis, she demands attention
So we always bolted from sleep, chased after our cattle
Walked miles and miles before she rose
We knew how to rise to our fields
To plant sorghum and millet
Have time for the baraza, have time to harvest honey,
Have time to make babies, have time to speak to our children
Thus, when a day passed, and as cows came home
We could rest knowing we did our part
Laziness was not part of us

We kept our promises, too,
When we married and never had cows
We said, “Kinsmen, please wait till the next rains
When these calves will feed on green grass and fatten
But first give us our wife”
And with our words, we married
For we were honourable men
Our words were like the words of a mondö

We learnt to speak our frustrations
If a Chief failed to include our names in the Relief List
We told him so, but we never abused him
For Tororot provides leaders
We gave him the opportunity to tell us
For in the ways of our people
You don’t tie an adulterer to a köndölo tree
Without first inquiring from them
For we also believed in justice
We could not condemn a man unheard

These have been our ways as sons and daughters of the hills
These have defined us

But what have we seen?
Ashes of cindered dreams
We failed looking up to the sun
Thus our sights have been on trees
Snapping at the slightest winds!
We ceased being word merchants
Speaking on the wealth of our idioms and proverbs
Instead, our mouths have been filled
With words more obnoxious than the fart of a honey badger!

Our words have become the distant cricket sounds
Announcing of death;
Like the empty snuff bottle
They hang on the chests of old men
Without use, not even the incessant tapping helps;
In the past, we made promises and kept them
But now we tell them and swear by our ancestors
Yet fail to keep them—tell me, the whispers were carried by the winds
The caves of the hills echoed them, will you lie to nature?

We ceased being honourable men
Our days are filled with irrelevancies
Men chasing money, ideals flushed down the drain,
Mannequins of still ideas, collective hopes of a generation
Hurled to the winds of penury, convictions without conscience,
Positions without responsibility, visions without convictions

Yet, you could expect, in the least,
That there could be some semblance of reason
To order this confusion into clarity
But none!

The sun still shines
It still rains
And every day,
You hear the hills sigh
The uneasy tension of the trees
Snap
But it is business as usual
Yes, it is business as usual.




Tuesday, 8 November 2011

They Forgot to Frisk My Mind!



I went into the exam room
With a prohibited material:
My mind.

They confiscated my phone,
My mwakenyas, my prayer notes,
Looked at my palms
So as to be sure I hadn't written anything.

But they forgot to frisk my mind.

In it I had stacked volumes and volumes of books
All the audio files of my lecturers
All the exam questions
All the possible twists and turns.

And it was written all over
It spread from one wall to another
Of my mind.

Unbeknownst to the good invigilators
My mind should have been the prohibited material!

So, in the exam room,
With my mind sprinting like a deer
And as graceful as a dove
I threw in a dash of my self esteem
A sprinkling of my poetry and humour
And the airtight logic of my thoughts

Such is my mind, Invigilator
Such are my thoughts.

I have been doing these as long as I can remember
Pursuing reason in dim-lit pages of legal clutter
Walking through a labyrinth of a professor’s strange thoughts
Sizing up opinions, humbling proud edifices of theses and antitheses

But long after collecting my script
When the pressures have died down
I will go back to the library and read

That is how I operate
Books were my first love
They still are, still will remain.



Friday, 4 November 2011

Eyes Don't Lie



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I can tell a million things from somebody’s eyes
Many don’t believe it
But believe it.

Eyes have a story to tell
A powerful narrative
A subtle, implied tale
If only you are keen to notice it.

Eyes can cry
Without crying
You see it on the faces of
Workers on minimum wage
Trying to hold back well-concealed emotions
Or you can see it on an orphan
Or the face of a widowed woman
Disinherited by the structures of patriarchy

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Eyes of a child
Those innocent balls of joy
That grab your sight
Those eyes which inquire
Those eyes which ask
“Mom, did I have to sleep hungry again?”
Eyes which love
Eyes which stare right into your heart
Unpretentious eyes

Eyes of a lover
Shy, those dim-lit eyes
Eyes which stare into the space
Dreamy; distant
Like the disappearing cow-bells
Heard from afar
Eyes which don’t look intelligent
Eyes succumbed to the emotions
Eyes sagging under the pressure of love

Eyes of a liar
Eyes which don’t rest
Eyes ducking from one falsehood to another
Like the feet of a wizard on a witchcraft spree
Eyes which betray the trust
Eyes which don’t speak to the heart

In eyes I can tell your past
I can stare into it
Gaze at it, look at the pupils
In your eye-brows I can tell a story
In the demeanour of your eye-lashes
I can tell your spirit
It will be a window
To peep into your heart

The eyes of a witness
Can unlock a death mystery;
The eyes of a slain victim—
Have you seen them?—
They have that pleading look
As if to urge upon killers
To spare them;
The eyes of a condemned man
They are dark, ghostly
Dim-lit, resigned to their fate;
The eyes of a conman—
Have you also seen them?—
They are like dangling ropes
On the roof-beams of a cobweb
Somehow they don’t rest;
The eyes of a paedophile
They too have a story to tell
They are half-truthful, half-lying
If you look at them hard-enough
They boomerang to rebellion
Never be caught in its pretence;
The eyes of a serial killer
The most calm, the most devious
They are moist with love
Teetering on the edges of mock-love
All you will ask yourself
“Did he really kill all those people?”

I once remember the eyes of a madman I saw
So calm, so staid
They could have been the eyes of any other
In them I saw reason,
In them I saw no confusion
In them I saw no demented mind
Until he murmured his abracadabra

I also saw the bushy eye-brows
Balls of eyes that scared me
But three conversations later
It turns out that he was the best soul to have known!
Eyes can be so deceiving!
After all, all that jitters is not bold!

Then there are those eyes of a hunger-stricken
Eyelashes dusty, pupils devoid of life,
Eyebrows scattered as if to symbolize their grim state
These eyes don’t cry
For to cry is to expend on water
And to expend on water is something their bodies
Wouldn’t want to risk doing

But such kinds of eyes make me sick
I want eyes that bubble with life
I want eyes that laugh at my heart
I want eyes that look me straight in the eyes

But have you been in the streets
And saw those squinted eyes,
Distrusting, as if you were a bouncing time-bomb?
Whatever happened to those warm, disarming eyes?
Well, it is a changed world
In the past, eyes met eyes, pupils met pupils
But nowadays you are intruding!

We have politicised eyes!
Some pair of eyes will see fingers in the public coffers
Other pair of eyes will ignore them
The rest will wonder which pair of eyes saw
The right thing!
Eyes have a story to tell
A powerful narrative
A subtle, implied tale
If only you are keen to notice it.

Next time you see a live butterfly smashed on a wall
Say so
Don’t say it was a painting!

Eyes don’t lie.






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